Hey guys!! SO i can't sleep so instead im updating my xanga. I have to be up at 6:30 tommorrow (too early for a saturday) and im not tired at all. I'm having a really hard time deciding where to go to college!! There's MSU which i did love the campus, seclusive shared dorm rooms, location in relative to family and friends UT-where my best friend is going and a very fun town or TECH which ive talked about going to since like the fifth grade-where one of my best friends attend.....awww....its really stressing me out! BOYS are also stressing me out....theres this guy Ben who totally like ran off tonight and left me standing in the parking lot...wierd...I think im just tired of everything-i just want to sit at home and not deal with anything .... But on a higher note i did renew my membership to the gym and tanning salon. Well i worked out before school everyday this week and afterschool 2. I've only tanned 2 and im severely burned so im taking a break for a day then starting back up. Random information-i got my acceptance letter to MSU. WOW-a school that accepts a box of rocks. lol j/k OK so last weekend or so i went to cowboys with all the basketball boys , sarah, sam , and allison g. -i wasn't expecting it to be so much fun!! I had a lot of fun amazingly!! lol In fact im going back this sunday-this time im getting numbers lol -well i cant remember anything else that has happened lately and now im super tired and my whole body hurts-inside(muscles) and outside (sunburn)

O ya and stupid coach grimes made me take out my nose ring-and now it is infected GROSS

Time to update.... I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED...i would have a pic for yall but i dont have a digital camara anymore(got stolen remember) but so far i've heard tons of compliments..thank you thank you...i was really nervous about it because i was afraid i didn't pull it off but all my peeps have made me like it lol . I ate at TExas DE Brazil last weeekend and it was amazing! The bill for the six of us was like $313 though..tad bit to pricey for me! Last night was girls night in....we all stayed out at alisons dads and watched movies and exchanged christmas presents... lots of fun...alison got me a picture frame, jillian got me PARIS HILTON perfume...(i love her lol) and sam got me this really cool sexy shimmer brush and 3 nose rings ... thanks lots guys! Its so close to christmas and im so excited!! ALthough i have to give up my room to my grandparents for the weeekend i can't wait. Im getting a new MP3 player (which is so cute ) and some other things... well i only had 5 minutes to update so thats the outline of the past week...MERRY CHRISTMAS

QUESTION OF THE DAY: So, i've worked at Church's Chicken for like 18 or 19 months now and im just sick of chicken but im really close with my manager....i started at 5.50 and now make 7.50, i can officially close the store by myself and he's raised me 2 to stay. Well in my entire life i've applied to 3 places..church's, Cato, and Ulta...well church's ya know...and well Cato called me on Friday and said they wanted me to work there.(i get discounts all day long-not just on the clock lol-and they said they would try to match what im making or more)..i went in today and they hired me...she said i could keep both jobs if i wanted...hmm...what should i do? Me and Sam are like the GODs of Church's chicken ..i cant leave sam alone in that hell hole...id feel bad not only for her but the ppl ive become close with..and what would i say to my manager?

WOW.... what an awful weekend.... I got atleast $500 worth of stuff stolen. Everything in my purse (my new Paris Hilton perfume, my paycheck-already cashed with the check stub-has all my personal info, school ID-O NO, make-up, digital camera, o'ya the ONLY set of keys to my car... pretty much my life. Then in the bag was my favorite pair of panties -they had jingle bells on them   :(    im gonna miss them , a sweater my mom got in the 5th grade and im wear it to bed, my favorite pair of pajama pants, shirt signed by a band, deoderant, $50 face wash my toothbrush... and a few small things like a phone charger and the purse and bag itself.) I pretty much feel like my life is gone. I guess we learn from our mistakes-ALWAYS LOCK YOUR DOORS FROM NOW ON!!!! ALISON-lol SO Patrick is now to sit in front of my house till i get a code from my car dealership (who screwed me and i really never wanted to talk to them again.)for the locksmith so he can make new keys... Anyway, besides all of that drama life has been good since my last update. Senior year seems to be flying by-and i still have no clue where im going to college and what im going  to do with me life. Maybe ill just not go to college and be the manager of CHURCH'S CHICKEN . lol So boys are killing me at the moment.....one relationship that could never be is what i want the most .. then those few boys on the side .. lol jk then one relationship that has just endured a confusing event...im not sure how it will out but i hope its for the better...who knows maybe even more lol WOW what  have i been doing since that last time i updated...watching tons of movies ..O and i visited MSU with Alison ..kim was there too ..and i loved the campus and Joel goes there so thats a plus...but its one of those things that its what your parents want so it kinda turns you off....hmm...who knows... but i really loved their dorms. Im still gonna apply to TECH(JAKLINE) and UT(SAMANTHA and JILLIAN) so dont worry my minds not made up. I feel like ive typed forever / 5 minutes at the most but im tired of typing and Im just rambling onto stupid things.....

QUESTION OF THE DAY:

                              SHould i get a tatoo ( on my hip-near the who-who)?

                             OR SHould i get my nose peirced?

Help me decide

LIFE.... fun stuff.... This weekend was awesome.... I feel like i don't ever have "leisure" time *EVER* (this weekend was an example of no liesure time...except today) but this weekend i didn't have to worry about asking my mom anything..she said do whatever you want...awesome huh?

-Friday i worked then went home because of severe exhaustion. I didn't eat anything buy pears for dinner - which was my mistake because i forgot that im allergic to pears..... HIVES not fun... but i took some benedril so im just a tad bit itchy ( ha ha what does that look like) lol ...

-Saturday I woke up at the crack of dawn to pic up my sister. Which i drove up and down one road which only consists of maybe 20 houses for 20 minutes .... ahh.. any way then i was off to Mansfield for a debate tournament which never seememed to end...but its ok cuz this guy from work came and picked me and sam up ....we had to remind him that were WHITE ...hoodlem -Then me and sam stopped by emily's party...it was cool ...HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY..sorry we had to leave early....  SO now like the most exciting part of the weekend....Cutting Edge!! I've never been to a haunted house (like a big one) so it was extremely fun ! Walking up to the line just to by tickets my guard was down and this guy whipped out a chainsaw and scared the crap out of me! I almost cried...the rest of it wass really fun too...and at the end you have to make your way through a foam/soap room which got us soaking wet...and it was like 50 degrees outside and i was an icicle by the time we made it to the car

-Sunday not quit over but i woke up and went to church.....and who knows what will happen....

So that was my weekend.....same old same old.....By the way im selling magazines if nobody knew...would anybody like to buy one? Just give me a holla!

*OFFICIALL Y* 6 months and 10 days till im 18 whoop whoop

It's almost been a month since ive updated and i've still only got one comment .. come on i  know i have more friends than that !! lol Anyway we won homecoming YAY im soo PROUD of our ELKS !! I sent my car in for brakes today because they sound like im driving a bus ... but it was just a rock ! AMAZING right? only $50 .. but still $50 for a rock .. can i hear A LOT. I have so much government homework to do right now and i told my mom i was "Studying" for the SAT right now online.. but the ADD kicked in .. Still working ... i have to work tommorow at 2... i dont even get outta school till 2! And Saturday i have to work 12-close .. IM SOO MAD .. i really wanted to go to the DOOR to see the flipside.. i really want to call in.. i mean ive been there for like a year and a month or two and ive never called in .. ive came in sick... they can let me be one time ... So life is as good as ever and senior year is AMAZING (although has anyone noticed it is getting quite expesive)

STORY OF THE DAY: me and Sam thought it would be halarious to call alison and leave a message from "the pregnancy aid center" on her voicemail ... so we did and it was funny .. well her mom got soo mad.. not at alison .. of course she didn't beleive it.. but mad because we did it! She wants us to call and apologize... my mom personally thought it was funny and it was just a prank ... it wasn't like in the middle of the night it was during school ... i mean there was no harm done.. and as of right now 2 people out of 8 think we should apologize .. Alison and her mom .. should we?? I really dont understand why her mom is mad... it didn't hurt anybody .. i dont know i really need some help because i love alison's mom ... but im soo confused